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Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||| 40% Stability |||||||||||||||| 70% Orderliness |||| 16% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||| 23% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||| 43% Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||| 23% Dependency |||||||||||||| 56% Change averse |||||||||||| 50% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||||| 43% Sexuality |||||||||||| 43% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56% Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76% Physical Fitness || 10% Histrionic |||||||||| 36% Paranoia |||||||||||| 43% Vanity |||||||||| 36% Hypersensitivity |||| 16% Indie |||||||||||||||| 63%

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Filthy Depression

You know when you get that point to where you're either so tired you feel depressed or so depressed you feel tired? Well, I'm at that point. It's like sleep is a sweet and joyful death that you bring your self out of. Every night we die and everyday we resurrect our selves. In hope that death is like sleep in the fact that there is nothingness. Only your dreams of reality. Yeah, I'm feeling so emo right now. Slap my ass and call me Amanda. ;-)
I think the reason I'm feeling like this is that being single is starting to get to me again. You just kind of miss having someone to hold in your arms as you lay in bed. The not being able to get lost in someones eyes as you lay beside each other. It feels like a helpless fall forward with only hope to hold on to. I know I've gone through this many times before.
It's just that this time it's harder because I actually have friends I can rely on and who understand me. I have no conflict in my life to be angry at. Almost like living with out a purpose or definition. Before I'd just isolate my self, get drunk, do the angry dance, and get into fights. But, I don't have that anymore. I have nothing to get angry at except my self. I have no immediate challenges ahead of me. No classmates to compete with for the highest grade or clubber to compete with dance. I have no challenge! I have no challenge? I have nothing to push against or hinder me. Mean while the only things in my mind is hope that maybe some where some day a girl will peak over her emotional walls and look deeper in to the truth of me. In that moment I can release all the charm, class, seduction, and openness that I've saving like the virginity of maidens from the past.
If there be a god; any god, I give this vow. Show me a woman that is worth such treatment and trust and I will let her forget what is to be sad and unloved. I will and want to give all of my self to one so worthy as she.

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