"Time is the fire in which we all burn. . ." and slowly at that. I've been brick walled at work due to my age. I'm suspended between leaving to take my life to the brink and staying here where my friends and family are. I'm in need of a jump start, kick in the ass, or drastic change. Getting started has always been my problem. So, what's next? What is my inspiration or motivation? The anger that once fueled my actions has subsided to nothing more than mere discontent. I've surpassed those that would belittle and disregard me.
It seems like Amanda's really leaving for Cali. There goes my insight to the female world. And the person that warns me against stupid things or people. Bleh, where the meat grinder so I can go stick my hand in it. . .
